Surviving...But Only Just Barely
I'm back to the grind after the long winter break. I made it through the final exams in December. I made it through the trip to Oklahoma. Now I have to get back into the action.
Unfortunately it is not going to be easy. The homework is more intense at school. At the same time, my job is probably going to be moved back to Washington, DC by the end of Spring. I am unable to concentrate on anything since I am so worried about my employment future. It has adversely effected my ability to study. It has also made life increasingly more stressful as each day passes.
I think I need a really long break from everything to think things through. The only problem is...I don't have that kind of time. I have to get myself back to the studies and try to at least survive one more semester. Then I can use the summer to look for new employment around here. I definitely do not want to move back to MD or VA and I never want to work in DC again...been there, done that.
It is difficult enough to take care of my family and keep the household running. Then I added the whole Law School thing. Now I have to worry about possibly giving up school and working at a whole new job (that probably won't be able to match my current salary). I need the prayers of everyone I know to keep me going. That may be my only hope.
